reiichun: (sakumiya)
Title: Deep Sorrow
Author: rei
Pairing: Sakurai Sho/Ninomiya Kazunari (Sakumiya)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Word counts: 1423 Words
Disclaimer: Fiction
Beta: Un-Betaed
Notes: Originally posted on my AO3 right here

The small figure is seen sitting on the chair, facing the window. Back-hunched, lonely, without any movement, giving the feels as if he is building a barricade around his fragile body with his own misery. On his lap, there lay a hand clutching a photograph of two, smiling lovingly at the camera. Side by side, face to face.

Such a great contradiction to his surrounding.


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My sakumiya heart is seriously at the peak right now!! Yesterday's WWG report were just so lovely.
It started with how Nino complain when he was being choosen to acted as the moon for Sho's lesson (at the 1st lesson) and not the stary sky date one, but at the 2nd lesson, finally Sho chose him as the date partner!! OMG! I was so happy~

When sho called Nino's name as the partner, Nino grabbed Sho's jacket hem from behind and they started to walked together. Sho said that it reminded him of Yamada Taro era. Also Sho kept calling Nino "Kazu". Ughh, my heart!!! Just how cute this two can be!! XDDD

Also when sho said this:
S: Kazu, before you ride the scales in the sky, look at the scales I rode. If you rode my scales, you will definitely go to heaven

Kyaaa~~ my heart!! Just can't!! They seriously know how to play with our heart XD
And the best thing is...

It's so great to see it by myself! OMG, I seriously want a DVD for this XD
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I plan to make something about sakumiya, so i need to post this to make sure that there will be a continuation for this, since i'm such a lazy bum lol.

This is the first time i use this kind of style, well..not quite satisfied with the result but at least not disappointing either. I hope it will get better along the way. And i think i will stick with the white and black style because i'm suck at coloring things i like it :p

Until then..
I don't know when. I hope it won't be too long.

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My favorite from this fan art is nino sandal, and i only realize that the DS looks weird lol XD. I forget i should add more lines before i use the drawing pen
Oh, and i forget to say this on my lj, i have said this on my twitter and fb at the actual date though, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHO-SAAAAN
May you always happy, and healthy. Please continue to giving us inspiration~
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another one of my doodles
the grey one

and the colored one

I don't know which one is better, but i'm not too confident with my coloring since i'm only using a simple editor, but oh, well...
I plan to do the rest remaining of the countdown days, but it will be depends on my mood~
I hope my mood will be good for the next days~
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just my doodle of shoxneko, because this two-shot is so lovely♡ and my journal is too empty lol
reiichun: (miki)
kind of wondering where i can watch aiba's stageplay kimi to miru sen no yume
and nino's stageplay, the one he play as a psychopathic murderer Mishiranu Jōkyaku...


Oct. 14th, 2013 11:53 am
reiichun: (miki)
oh.. god... i think i fall in love with arashi... specially SHOOO-KUUN~~~!!!
i can't stop listening to their songs *the new one even for the old one*
*i hope it's not too late for me, eheheh*
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aah... my world become more beautiful after i know them... :)
credit pic: saobang2211
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The river of time flows stronger than we thought it would.
The one star that shines in the night sky. I want to get closer to where you are.
I want to hold your hand and stay by your side forever, like I always have and will.

To be truthful, I don’t think the five of you will get back together and resume activities like before.
It might be better to think of that as a wish that will never come true rather than just a sweet dream.
But I’m still dreaming that dream. When I close my eyes, I can’t help but see images of you together.

How could I ever tell you through my lips to fall into the eternal pits of hell for not being together.
When I know that I, as a fan, am like that one strand of hope for them.

You know, they say that shedding tears after parting is proof of an amazing love.
Is that why my, and our, hearts keep hurting like this and the tears won’t stop flowing?

I know that a future with the five together is so far, and so dangerous and hard to get to.
How could I ever forget each and every one of your gazes in a day?
I used to look for a star that would guide me, even when the sun was up.
But now, I can’t even find that strand of light, even when the darkness engulfs me…

I would rather choose a future believing you than a future with the five of you together.
I wonder what colors each of your individual dreams are. Blue like the ocean, white like the clouds, red … like us?

Yunho, Junsu, Jaejoong, Changmin, Yoochun.

So many things have happened.
I was happy to have been able to share with you the despondent, happy, sad, and joyous emotions you had.
I thank God every day for letting me share those emotions with you still, even now.
And I ask just one thing. Don’t come for us too late.

Though there are people who tell us that the love we’ve fallen for is foolish,
It’s not wrong to fall for a love so passionate that we become blind, right?

Yes, the ‘truth’ that people talk about, it’s true that I’ve seen it over and over again, and cried endlessly because of it.
But just because it exists, doesn’t mean that the past of me loving the five of you will disappear.
It’s true that I was wrought with the feeling of betrayal. But that does not change the ‘truth’ that lies within me.
I still like the five of you, and I still want to be the flame that lights up each and every one of the paths you take.

If I stand here and point fingers, curse and say you’ve betrayed us because the five of you aren’t together,
What makes me any different from SM and its dirty tactics?

The weather keeps getting colder, and my thoughts of you keep getting more earnest.
What is happiness to us?
…The five of you being together?
If so, does that mean we will be eternally unhappy if you don’t get together…

Synonyms for ‘To love’
To understand, to think of, to want to know, to long for, to miss… and the five of you.

Strange, isn’t it? The keyword may be different each time, but it always leads me to you in the end.
Because you are my beginning, and have become my dream, I pray for you today like I do every day.
Though my hands are getting colder and colder, my heart must still be reaching you well, right?
I want to believe in the possibilities of my inner strength. I can still hold on for longer, so I shouldn’t hesitate.

Walk on the path that you believe in, that is meant for you.
I will always be right here, in this spot, and be the flame that lights up each and every one of the paths you take.

Don’t forget that each and every person is like a strand of hope to the five of them.
Never forget that the five of them brought each and every strand of hope together to create miracles never before seen time and time again.

by. 시앙

Trans by: jeeelim5

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